i just want to be done. see my mommy. eat. sleep. SPRING FINALS 2013. 

i ain’t about dis lyfe.

im giving you the benefit of the doubt because that’s the type of compromise i owe to myself.  i’m willing to trust you and believe in the better side of you, because that’s what i have given to everyone else.  that’s who i am, and i have no reason not to do the same for you.  even more so because i genuinely like you.

i completely, literally, accepted him into my life.  and i’ve become relationship stupid. boy stupid. whatever you call it. 

and this is exactly why i cannot believe any of you when you say “i like you. no i don’t want to get into your pants. i genuinely like you and want to date you and get to know you.”  

this is why i don’t believe in relationships or commitment.  none of you are worth the effort. because the last time it was, i think i lost like 6 years off of my life.  loving someone makes me insecure, pathetic, and pitiful.  and when they love you back, you only hurt each other more.  what kind of fcking logic is that?

yeah, it’s true. love is so overrated. fck emotions and real feelings.

good god, boys can turn girls into such pitiable beings.

im going wild for the night, fuck being polite.